After two live births and one miscarriage, I tried to have a third child. After four sequential miscarriages, I had had enough. When I became pregnant again, I realized that I could not wait for the miscarriage, and arranged a termination. It was awful, and necessary and safe. My husband supported me all the way. I am still sad about all those losses. But I had the right to make the choice for my body, myself. I can only hope that my daughter is afforded that choice.